Chapter 11 verse 45
“Having seen your
universal form that I had never seen before, I feel great joy. And yet, my mind
trembles with fear. Please have mercy on me and again show me your pleasing
form, O God of gods, O abode of the universe.”
Arjuna it is said in Srimad Bhagavatam in his previous life
was the accomplished sage Nara and who along with sage Narayana, who in this
avatar is Bhagwan himself-Krishna used to do deep penance in Badarika ashram in
Himalayas and gathered a lot of merit over thousands of years. Arjuna does not
remember his connection with Bhagwan from his previous lives while Bhagwan
ofcourse remembers everything. Arjuna in this life doesn’t remember since he
has a particular purpose to fulfill in this life and remembering his past life
was not going to help accomplish those tasks. Arjuna has mixed feelings about
seeing the Universal Cosmic form of Bhagwan who hitherto he has seen as only
his friend Krishna. The mind usually wants to relegate its experience to what
it is used to and comfortable with. Hence here Arjuna is asking Bhagwan to
revert to his original form as seen so far by Arjuna. The big question is what
is His original form? What the levels of devotion from a devotee? What are the
different emotions which well up in their mind and intellect for the object of
their devotion? What is the highest form of devotion? I am going to again quote
Swami Mukundananda’s commentary verbatim.
There are two kinds of bhakti—aiśhwarya bhakti and mādhurya
bhakti. Aiśhwarya bhakti is that where the devotee is motivated to engage in
devotion by contemplating upon the almighty aspect of God. The dominant
sentiment in aiśhwarya bhakti is of awe and reverence. In such devotion, the
feeling of remoteness from God and the need for maintaining propriety of
conduct is always perceived. Examples of aiśhwarya bhakti are the residents of
Dwaraka and the residents of Ayodhya, who worshipped Shree Krishna and Lord Ram
respectively as their kings. Ordinary citizens are highly respectful and
obedient toward their king, although they never feel intimate with him.
Mādhurya bhakti is that where the devotee feels an intimate
personal relationship with God. The dominant sentiment in such devotion is
“Shree Krishna is mine and I am his.” Examples of mādhurya bhakti are the
cowherd boys of Vrindavan who loved Krishna as their friend, Yashoda and Nanda
baba, who loved Krishna as their child, and the gopīs who loved him as their
beloved. Mādhurya bhakti is infinitely sweeter than aiśhwarya bhakti.
“The divine bliss of God is immensely sweet in all his
forms. Yet, there is a gradation in it—the bliss of his Dwaraka pastimes is
sweet, the bliss of his Mathura pastimes is sweeter, and the bliss of his Braj
pastimes is the sweetest.”
In Mādhurya bhakti, forgetting the almightiness of God,
devotees establish four kinds of relationships with Shree Krishna:
Dāsya bhāv—Shree Krishna is our Master and I am his servant.
The devotion of Shree Krishna’s personal servants, such as Raktak, Patrak, etc.
was in dāsya bhāv. The sentiment that God is our Father or Mother is a
variation of dāsya bhāv and is included in it.
Sakhya bhāv—Shree Krishna is our Friend and I am his
intimate companion. The devotion of the cowherd boys of Vrindavan, such as
Shreedama, Madhumangal, Dhansukh, Mansukh, etc. was in sakhya bhāv.
Vātsalya bhāv—Shree Krishna is our Child and I am his parent.
The devotion of Yashoda and Nand baba was in vātsalya bhāv.
Mādhurya bhāv—Shree Krishna is our Beloved and I am his
lover. The devotion of the gopīs of Vrindavan was in mādhurya bhāv.
Arjuna is a sakhya bhāv devotee and relishes a fraternal
relationship with the Lord. On seeing the universal form of God, Arjuna
experienced tremendous awe and reverence, and yet he longed for the sweetness
of sakhya bhāv that he was used to savoring. Hence, he prays to Shree Krishna
to hide the almighty form that he is now seeing and again show his human form.